Live-In Son-in-Law

This wasn't the first time An Yuncai said this to me.    

Earlier on, in An Yunxuan's room, An Yuncai had said it in front of her face. This was the most sincere expression of emotion that An Yuncai had in his heart.    

However, I could hear a different meaning behind the same sentence.    

He had been forced to his limits before, to the point of letting out a helpless sigh. But now, it was a true confirmation.    

An Yun seemed to have confirmed the feelings in her heart once again.    

In the past few days, An Yun didn't live with us, not only because of her body, but also because she wanted to give herself some time to think about our current situation.    

Although he had said those words out loud on impulse last time, was that really the feeling in his heart?    

An Yun didn't know at first, but she was still a bit confused.    

He felt very happy when he was with this boy. He also felt like he was going crazy when he was in bed.    

But after that bliss, all that was left was an indescribable emptiness.    

It was a kind of mental void, not something any physical impulse could make up for.    

Perhaps the pleasures of the flesh could make An Yun forget about the emptiness in her heart within a short period of time, but she was still unable to fill up that ravine.    

An Yun didn't know what was going on with her. Why was her heart so chaotic? She had obviously expressed her feelings, but why did she feel so uncomfortable?    

That's right.    

Yes …    

In fact, An Yun had always been very clear about this.    

Even though he had clearly told others that he liked this man, An Yuncai knew that their identities were completely different.    

This man was his brother-in-law.    

This was a fact that he could not change no matter what.    

Regardless of whether or not there was any relationship between elder sister and this man, this was a fact. Even if it was just a fake, this man was still his brother-in-law.    

Even if his sister expressed that she didn't care, he wasn't her true lover. However, the gap in her status still existed.    

Most importantly, although An Yun had just revealed her feelings for this man, what kind of feelings did this man have for her?    

Did this man love her as much as she loved him?    

An Yun didn't know at first.    

Last time, An Yun didn't hear the answer from this man's mouth, and she was also afraid of hearing the answer. If that answer wasn't the one she wanted, An Yun didn't know whether or not her heart could withstand that kind of impact. That feeling would probably make her collapse.    

Because of this, An Yun forced herself to forget her worries. Every time they met, her face would reveal a gentle smile. Every time she felt happy, she would completely forget about everything else. She was just enjoying it to her heart's content.    

However, the things that were forgotten didn't mean that they didn't exist. On the contrary, the time that they were left behind was getting longer and longer. The worry, the fear, had also become stronger and stronger in An Yuncai's heart, causing him to be unable to bear it any longer.    

But at this moment, when he was in danger and the man was hugging him tightly, the man was holding onto a steel pipe like a wild beast and fighting in front of him.    

When An Yun saw the purplish-green bump on the man's back and the blood that seeped out from his back, she felt her heart start to throb violently.    

Once again, An Yun confirmed the feelings in her heart.    

He liked this man, and he loved this man.    

This was the other half that he had always longed for. The one who could protect him, no matter how fierce the storm was, would always have a broad chest to protect him.    

This was the love that An Yun had originally wanted.    

Perhaps, that wasn't pure love, and he just wanted to have someone to rely on?    

But so what? In An Yun's heart, this so-called reliance was love.    

Everyone had a different understanding of love. For An Yun, this was the love that she had longed for for for a long time. No matter if this man loved her like she loved him, her love for this man would never change.    

[It turns out I was thinking about such a boring thing.]    

[It doesn't matter if this man loves me. I just want to love this man.    

Tears silently rolled down the corners of his eyes.    

I feel like my back is wet.    

With regards to An Yun's current state, I'm a little worried.    

He slightly twisted his body, worried that his movements would be too big. If he accidentally took Yun Chu down from my body, then it would be terrible.    

"Yun Chu, what happened to you?" I whispered, "Did you just get injured?"    

An Yuncai's mouth slightly curled up, revealing two sharp little canines. He chuckled, "I don't have any …" Hey, Little Cheng, I love you … "    

"You just said that." I felt strange.    

What was going on with Yun Chu today? He felt that it was a lot worse than usual.    

"Do you love me?" Yun Chu suddenly asked.    

Even though An Yun wouldn't change her heart even if she heard the cruelest answer right now, as a woman, she still wanted to hear those words.    

He would not be sad, but he yearned for happiness.    

I was silent.    

Love?    

Even now, I don't know what love is.    

I really don't know, do I love An Yuncai? Did I love Jiang Wei? Did I love Lin Xi? Did I love An Yunxuan?    

"I don't know, I really don't know." I quietly said.    

"Is that so?"    

"Mm. Although I don't know what love is, but …"    

"I don't want you to leave me …" Maybe it's just a kind of possessive desire, that's all.    

"If you leave my side, I might go crazy. I don't want you to leave, I don't want to see you hurt. I want to see the smile on your face, I want to keep watching, keep …" "Forever."