Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

He really wanted to tell Xia Xingxuan that he could actually see some light, but he could not see it clearly. He could only vaguely make out what he saw.    

But when he was about to say it, he did not continue, because he was worried that he might be like the last time he sat in the car. He saw light in front of him, but it did not take long for it to return to darkness in front of him. He could not see anything.    

He did not want to tell Xia Xingxuan in a hurry because he was afraid that his condition would be unstable. It would be good and bad at times. He might as well wait until his eyes could see everything. He would then tell Xia Xingxuan so that she would not know that his condition had improved a little. He had great expectations for him, but in the end, he couldn't see anything. He only ended up in a disappointed state.    

"What do you want to say to me?"    

"Nothing." Fu Jinchen withdrew his hand from her shoulder.    

Xia Xingxuan gave him the apple in her hand and said, "I gave each of the servants an apple."    

Fu Jinchen said unhappily, "So I'm not the only one who can receive an apple."    

Xia Xingxuan saw his jealous look and smiled, "Yes, not only one, but I chose the best and biggest apple for you."    

"You are thoughtful."    

Fu Jinchen took the apple Xia Xingxuan gave him and held it in his hand.    

"Fu Jinchen, it is Christmas tomorrow."    

"Yes, and then?"    

"Can we sleep late tonight? ___ asked. I want to give you a present on the first minute of Christmas."    

This little girl is really full of tricks.    

Fu Jinchen was looking forward to it. He really wanted to know what gift she was going to give him.    

He said, "Okay."    

After night fell, the temperature in the capital dropped very quickly. The weather was unusually cold, but the heating system in Fu residence was on. Xia Xingxuan was wearing a T-shirt and a pure white knitted sweater, resting in Fu Jinchen's arms. She covered herself with a blanket and the two of them hugged each other. She lay on the sofa and watched a movie.    

Fu Jinchen's eyes showed signs of recovering their vision. When his eyes came into contact with the movie, they would feel sore and uncomfortable, causing discomfort in his eyes.    

Xia Xingxuan did not notice his reaction. He was quite immersed in watching the movie. When it came to the climax of the movie, he was still resting on Fu Jinchen's body. He complained that the movie was too painful, but it was also very touching. She was about to cry.    

The movie she chose was one of her favorite movies, Titanic.    

This movie deserved to be the box office champion, and its director was also the one Xia Xingxuan admired the most.    

Even though Xia Xingxuan had watched this movie no less than ten times, it still made her want more, and she could not get tired of it.    

Perhaps it was because the story of the male and female lead in the movie was too touching, and the plot was too deep, making her unable to extricate herself from it.    

When she first saw this movie, she thought that one day, she would definitely watch this movie with the person she liked. This idea came true many years later today, but he just couldn't see it. She could only hear it, but she was still very satisfied.    

Fu Jinchen had never seen this movie before, and he rarely watched movies. If he wanted to watch movies, he would like to watch science fiction movies or suspense movies. He felt that this kind of love movie was boring and boring. However, Xia Xingxuan wanted to watch more, and she was so touched that she wanted to cry. He did not know whether to laugh or cry.    

When Fu Jinchen heard the English conversation in the movie, he knew what the story was.    

He asked Xia Xingxuan, "Does it look good?"    

She said without hesitation, "It looks good."    

"This is the thirteenth time I watch this movie."    

"Thirteen times? Aren't you tired of it?" Fu Jinchen was really impressed.    

Xia Xingxuan said, "Good movies can always make people hate them."    

"I usually have nothing to do. I just like to look for movies to watch. I also like to study how other directors can produce such good works."    

He asked, "Why?"    

"I'm interested in photography. My profession is director. "    

He remembered that she had gone to Gu Zicheng's company before and attended a training class. Later, she quit the training program because of a scandal with Gu Zicheng.    

When he was busy in the study, she liked to quietly stay by his side, read some photography books, or play with a camera in his study.    

"If you want, I can arrange for you to go to Jiahua Film and Television."    

Jiahua Film and Television was a subsidiary company of Glory World Group. It was the most famous management company in the entertainment industry. In the current entertainment industry, the celebrities were all from Jiahua Film and Television.    

Apart from the celebrities that had been promoted to the front line, Jiahua Film and Television was also very popular in the film industry. Many of the popular movies were also produced by Jiahua Film and Television.    

If Xia Xingxuan went to Jiahua Film and Television, she would be able to learn more there and further realize her dream of being a director.    

Xia Xingxuan knew how amazing Jiahua Movies were. To be honest, she also wanted to go, but she was afraid that she would not have that chance.    

"Fu Jinchen, thank you for wanting to help me, but I think, forget it."    

"Why? Didn't you say you like photography? How about I let you be the director of Jiahua? "    

Xia Xingxuan shook her head and refused.    

His palm touched her soft hair and gently said, "Are you worried that others will say that you relied on me to enter Jiahua?"    

He knew that this woman liked to rely on her own ability to obtain what she wanted and not use his words to reach the sky in a single bound.    

His answer was also the reason why Xia Xingxuan wanted to refuse, but the main reason why she rejected was another reason.    

Even if she entered Jiahua Film and Television, what was the use of being a director?    

Was a person invisible to the eyes worthy of being a director?    

A director also needed a pair of eyes to create a piece of work. It was not that he could not see anything but that he only knew how to draw his hands and feet.    

Xia Xingxuan did not want to say the real reason for her refusal. She curled the corners of her lips. She said to Fu Jinchen, "Yes, I don't want others to gossip. I don't want others to think that I relied on you to enter Jiahua. You have to know. In Jiahua, there were still many hardworking people who relied on their own abilities to slowly climb up. If you let me become the director with just one sentence, wouldn't that be unfair to others?"    

She would always think for others.    

Perhaps it was because she was like Xia Xingxuan that he could not help but like her.    

"Alright then. If you want to go to Jia Hua, tell me at any time. Even if you don't want to go, I won't force you."    

"Okay."    

She comfortably rested on his body, and he accompanied her to finish watching the movie.    

The movie ended at exactly ten o'clock and it was also the Christmas that Xia Xingxuan was looking forward to.    

She turned off the lights in Fu residence and plugged in the small lamp socket on the Christmas tree. There were several circles of small light bulbs on the Christmas tree and the lights turned on.