Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

Soong Zhiyu curiously bent her waist and stood in front of Xia Xingxuan's room. She wanted to eavesdrop on the two of them making any sounds. Xu Huizhen unhappily patted Soong Zhiyu's head and said, "Don't eavesdrop on the two of them talking."    

"Aunt, I am just curious. I will listen for a while and leave in a while."    

Xu Huizhen lowered her voice, "You damn lass..."    

Inside the room, Fu Jinchen had just entered Xia Xingxuan's room when he saw a body covered under the blanket.    

He lifted the blanket and saw Xia Xingxuan crying under the blanket. She was crying silently and her body was twitching.    

Facing her crying eyes and face, his heart felt as if it had been cut in half by a knife.    

"What's wrong?" Fu Jinchen wanted to reach out and wipe away the tear stains on her face. When she saw that the person who appeared was Fu Jinchen, she was stunned for a moment. However, she struggled to shake off the hand that he wanted to touch her face, deliberately avoiding his touch.    

His hand froze in the air just like that. He pulled back his hand and frowned. "Why are you crying like this?"    

"I don't need you to care." Xia Xingxuan's voice was hoarse. She moved her body back and curled herself in the corner of the bed.    

"You go. I don't want to see you."    

"Xia Xingxuan, why did you throw a tantrum all of a sudden? It was the same in the morning, but now it was the same? Are you playing with me? "    

Xia Xingxuan sneered," Who is playing with who? "    

"Between the two of us, didn't you always play with me in the palm of your hand?"    

Fu Jinchen asked, "Why are you saying these things for no reason?"    

Since they had already come to this point, Xia Xingxuan also wanted to open her heart. She did not want to bury the words in her stomach. That would only make her feel even more uncomfortable.    

"Fu Jinchen..." Xia Xingxuan sniffed. Her nose was very heavy.    

Fu Jinchen felt uncomfortable when he heard it, and his heart ached even more. He sat beside the bed and slightly opened his hands, leaving a hug for her. "Come here."    

He wanted to hug her and tell her that he would help her solve the biggest grievance even if he told her.    

However, that hug was not filled. It was empty.    

"Fu Jinchen, I've asked you why you dislike me mentioning your parents, why you don't like my adoptive mother."    

Fu Jinchen's face darkened. "Can't we get through this topic? Why did you mention this again?"    

Xia Xingxuan said self-deprecatingly, "I don't need you to tell me the answer anymore. I already know why you are not willing to answer my questions."    

" Mo Yafu is your mother, right? "    

Xia Xingxuan's sudden words stunned Fu Jinchen.    

"So you married me back then because I killed Mo Yafu. You wanted to take revenge on me."    

Xia Xingxuan continued to fend for herself, "You can take revenge on me, but if you want to take away my life, it doesn't matter if you want to pay for your mother's life. I will accept it."    

"But, but how can you harm my adoptive father for revenge?"    

"You let someone beat him up until he was seriously injured and turned him into a vegetable. My adoptive mother almost cut her wrist to commit suicide. If they were all dead... Are you satisfied? Will you be satisfied just by looking at me like you, losing my parents?"    

Fu Jinchen stood in front of Xia Xingxuan. The light from the lamp above his head shone on his body, and his tall figure was reflected on the wall.    

"Who told you all this?"    

Xia Xingxuan said sarcastically, "Who told me all this? Is it important?"    

"The important thing is that I already know these things!"    

"You are Mo Yafu's son, and you are that woman's son!"    

"Why are you her son? Why?!"    

Xia Xingxuan roared hysterically and angrily. Her voice was almost hoarse.    

"I killed your mother. How did you forget your hatred for me, and then honestly fall in love with me?"    

"Fu Jinchen, when you are with me, can you really forget that I am your mother's murderer?"    

"Your mother was killed by me. Your family was destroyed by me. Can you really not hold a shred of hatred towards me?"    

Fu Jinchen extended his hand and pulled Xia Xingxuan off the bed.    

She did not wear shoes and stepped on the ground barefooted.    

With a cold expression, he said, "Follow me back. After we go back, we can talk clearly."    

"I'm not going back. I won't be like you, pretending that nothing happened, pretending that I don't know anything!"    

"You can do it, but I can't!" Xia Xingxuan started to get excited again.    

Tears fell from her chin onto the floor like broken pearls.    

Fu Jinchen suppressed the great grief in his heart and said, "So what do you think when you know these things?"    

"Do you hate me? Or do you think I'm ridiculous? I actually fell in love with you, the woman who killed my mother and ruined my family? "