Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

3Shen Baixin put away the flashlight and Fu Jinchen asked, "Can you tell me if I can cure it or if I have to be blind for the rest of my life?"    0

    

Xia Xingxuan said angrily, "Don't say such inauspicious words. You will definitely get better."    

    

Shen Baixin said, "Miss Xia, you are right. Ah Chen will still have a chance to recover."    

    

This was clearly what Xia Xingxuan wanted to hear, but Xia Xingxuan could not be happy no matter what.    

    

Because the look in Shen Baixin's eyes just now had already explained everything. It was just that Shen Baixin seemed to be hiding something.    

    

Shen Baixin said, "Because of the car accident, brain hemorrhage, producing blood clots, affecting the optical nerves, and thus causing blindness."    

    

"I need to go back and study this properly and see if there is any better plan that can make Ah Chen's eyes light up again."    

    

Xia Xingxuan said, "Then I will have to trouble you."    

    

"You are welcome, it is my duty."    

    

Shen Baixin sat in Fu residence for a while before he left.    

    

He had just walked out of the main door of the Fu residence and stopped in front of the car he parked outside. Xia Xingxuan, who had sneaked out, stopped Shen Baixin.    

    

"Mr. Shen, wait."    

    

Xia Xingxuan ran out in a hurry and even panted.    

    

Shen Baixin turned his head and saw that Xia Xingxuan was calling him. He said, "Sister-in-law, what is it that you are looking for me for?"    

    

This call of sister-in-law made Xia Xingxuan somewhat embarrassed.    

    

Because this was the first time someone called her sister-in-law.    

    

She asked Shen Baixin, "Mr. Shen, is there something you don't want to say in front of Fu Jinchen?"    

    

"I saw that after you checked Fu Jinchen's eyes, you looked hesitant."    

    

Shen Baixin said, "You actually saw through it?"    

    

"You're quite smart. I do have some things that I don't want to say in front of Ah Chen. I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it."    

    

Pausing, Shen Baixin continued, "Ah Chen will never be able to see it for the rest of his life."    

    

Xia Xingxuan was stunned. "What did you say? He will never be able to see it for the rest of his life? But you did not say that after you checked him! "    

    

Shen Baixin said," So this is the reason why I hesitated. It's also because Ah Chen and I are good friends that I didn't want to see him sad, so I hid it when I answered his question. "    

    

Xia Xingxuan frowned, "Since we are good friends, you shouldn't have kept it from him. That would make him even more sad."    

    

"Rather than being indecisive, it's better to tell him the truth directly. This way, we won't have to foolishly hold onto hope every day."    

    

Shen Baixin asked Xia Xingxuan, "Do you know Ah Chen?"    

    

This sentence caused Xia Xingxuan to fall into silence.    

    

"Ah Chen is a very proud person. He can't see him anymore. He can no longer do whatever he wants like in the past. He will feel inferior because of this. As for Fu Jinchen, he shouldn't feel inferior."    

    

"Just tell him the truth directly. Have you ever thought how sad he will be if he knows that he will never be able to see it again in this lifetime?"    

    

"He can't see because of you. If it wasn't for saving you, he wouldn't have become like this."    

    

Xia Xingxuan's face slowly turned pale...    

    

"I just want to ask you, have you ever felt guilty?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan did not deny it and quickly said, "He will become like this, no one is more guilty than me."    

    

Shen Baixin asked, "If you use your eyes to exchange for his eyes to regain clarity, are you willing?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan was stunned for a moment and felt that Shen Baixin's words had a deeper meaning.    

    

She nodded. "Of course I would be willing."    

    

"You'd better think about it carefully, because what I said is not a question, nor is it a joke."    

    

"Of course I'm not joking. When I found out that he couldn't see, I've thought about it for a long time, and I told him that... If he couldn't see it in his entire life, he would give up on himself because of it. Then I'd rather have my eyes gone blind so that I wouldn't be able to see it with him. "    

    

Shen Baixin curled his lips and said," Ah Chen's blindness has been going on for a period of time. It is caused by the eyeball or visual neurosis caused by external injuries. Even if the blood clot recovers in his brain, the probability of him being able to see is almost one percent. "    

    

So tiny?    

    

Xia Xingxuan's heart turned cold. "Why is it like this?"    

    

"When we went to the hospital for a checkup, the doctor clearly said that as long as the blood clot in his brain disappears, he will be able to see it."    

    

Shen Baixin said, "Then do you believe what I said, or do you believe what other doctors said?"    

    

Of course, Xia Xingxuan would still believe Shen Baixin.    

    

Shen Baixin was an authoritative expert in the field of ophthalmology at a young age. He had taken over thousands of medical cases and even won many medical awards. His ability was not to be doubted.    

    

"I think there is only one way. He can regain clarity in his eyes, and the probability is 100%."    

    

Xia Xingxuan's eyes lit up and she asked excitedly, "Mr. Shen, do you really have a way?"    

    

"What method is it?"    

    

Shen Baixin looked into Xia Xingxuan's eyes and said, "I think your eyes are very suitable for eye replantation surgery."    

    

Xia Xingxuan finally understood why Shen Baixin asked her just now, "If you use your eyes to exchange for his eyes to regain clarity, are you willing?"    

    

She would not ask why Shen Baixin wanted her eyes to be transplanted to Fu Jinchen, because if he really wanted to exchange for Fu Jinchen's eyes, Xia Xingxuan would be the first one to bear the brunt.    

    

Fu Jinchen was blind because of her eyes. She was still blaming herself and feeling guilty in her heart until now. This was good. Finally, there was a chance to pay back what she owed Fu Jinchen. She did not have to worry about her heart every time she looked at Fu Jinchen's eyes. She could not breathe.    

    

She asked herself, if she were to really lie on the operating table and let the doctor dig out her eyes and transplant them into Fu Jinchen's eyes, would she be afraid?    

    

She thought that there was definitely fear, but that fear came from her being afraid that she would not be able to see. Fu Jinchen's appearance would forever be engraved in her memory, and she would never be able to see his face through her eyes. Including every gaze he looked at her.    

    

Seeing her in a daze, Shen Baixin thought that she was afraid because she was unwilling, or because she really wanted to make a decision. He said that he was satisfied, but in reality, he did not dare to take any action, so he laughed sarcastically.    

    

"If you are unwilling, you can say it directly. I will not force you to give up your eyes and give it to Ah Chen for free."    

    

Xia Xingxuan thought that Shen Baixin misunderstood her, so she said, "I have already thought it through. If you really want to transplant my eyes to Fu Jinchen, I am willing, but you have to promise that he will definitely be able to see it."    

    

Shen Baixin frowned. "Are you sure? You don't regret it?"    

    

"If I regretted it, I wouldn't have said that."    

    

Shen Baixin's face was dark. His eyes stared at Xia Xingxuan. No one knew what he was thinking.    

    

"If I really have to do this, I hope the surgery can be arranged as soon as possible."    

    

"Also, I don't want him to know that I performed an ocular transplant for him."    

    

Shen Baixin said, "It's okay to hide from him for the time being, but are you sure you can hide it from him for the rest of your life? If he sees it with his eyes and knows that we are hiding it from him, ___ said. He used your eyes to transplant it to him, but you can't see it?"    

    

Shen Baixin said again, "I thought that Ah Chen might kill me at that time?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan knew that this was very difficult for Shen Baixin, so she said," Don't worry, I am willing to transplant the eyes for him. It's not your fault, you did it for his own good. After all, you are brothers. You don't want to see him forever. That's why you agreed to transplant my eyes to him. "    

    

"I won't let him vent his anger on you."