Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

3Just like now, Xia Yuanhang's matter had something to do with Fu Jinchen, causing her to feel a chill down her spine.    0

    

She had clearly heard from Chiang Yuyan that it was Fu Jinchen who killed Xia Yuanhang.    

    

To be honest, although she also said that it was Fu Jinchen, in fact, she still somewhat believed that Fu Jinchen would not really do that, but when Xia Yuanhang said the truth himself, Xia Xingxuan really could not defend Fu Jinchen anymore.    

    

"It seems that what Chiang Yuyan said is true. This really proves that Fu Jinchen is the murderer of my father."    

    

"He plotted a revenge and hurt the two families that I care about the most."    

    

Soong Zhiyu saw Xia Xingxuan silently crying and her eyes were still filled with disappointment. Soong Zhiyu also did not have the heart to see Xia Xingxuan like this. She hugged Xia Xingxuan and gently patted Xia Xingxuan's back.    

    

"I should not have told you all this so that you would not be provoked again."    

    

Soong Zhiyu said again, "To have you face continuous heavy injuries, it indeed made you bear too much pressure."    

    

"Cousin, you have to take good care of yourself. Don't let yourself be so sad."    

    

"Not only for yourself, but also for the baby in your belly."    

    

"You almost had a small delivery before. The doctor told you to take care of yourself and rest. You can't be provoked at all."    

    

Xia Xingxuan stroked her unbulged abdomen and a drop of tears fell on the clothes covering her abdomen. She said, "I love him, but I am also very disappointed in him. The child grows up day by day in my womb. I cannot forget what he did to me and my family."    

    

"I also caused him irreparable harm, and he did everything he could to hurt me and my family"    

    

"Between me and him, there's no right or wrong, we owe each other"    

    

"The best way I can think of is to never have anything to do with each other from now on and draw a clear line between us."    

    

Soong Zhiyu was stunned. "Cousin, are you serious? Do you want to part ways with cousin-in-law? But you still have children... "    

    

Xia Xingxuan bit her lips and said," The existence of a child will not allow me to have a clear relationship with him. "    

    

" Isn't it best to be a stream of people in the first three months? "    

    

Soong Zhiyu was shocked. She looked at Xia Xingxuan in disbelief as she tried to figure out what Xia Xingxuan was saying.    

    

"Cousin, you... you want to abort this child?"    

    

"But I can see that you clearly love this child very much. You are not willing to abort him at all. Isn't that so? "    

    

"So what if I can't bear to? I've already decided. I don't want to be entangled with him anymore. "    

    

"After I abort this child, I'll look for him and propose a divorce"    

    

"Cousin, are you really going to do this?"    

    

Soong Zhiyu could tell that Xia Xingxuan did not want to do this. She hoped that Xia Xingxuan would spend a few more days to carefully consider before making this decision.    

    

After all, there were some things that once they were really done, there was no room for redemption.    

    

"I have already made up my mind. You do not need to persuade me anymore."    

    

Soong Zhiyu still wanted to say something, but she could not say it.    

    

She wanted Xia Xingxuan to calm down a little, but when she thought about what had happened to her, she could not empathize with it. She could only use the perspective of a bystander to see what had happened to Xia Xingxuan and Fu Jinchen.    

    

Since she already wanted to cut off the relationship, Xia Xingxuan did not want to see anything about Fu Jinchen again.    

    

She took off the ring on her hand and was about to throw it into the trash can when Soong Zhiyu said, "Cousin, do you really want to throw away this diamond ring?"    

    

Throwing it away was indeed a pity.    

    

Xia Xingxuan gave the diamond ring to Soong Zhiyu, "Do you like it? To give it to you?"    

    

When she said this, Xia Xingxuan was still holding the diamond ring in her hand and did not give it to Soong Zhiyu immediately. Clearly, she was still hesitant.    

    

The meaning behind this diamond ring was the one and only relationship Fu Jinchen had with her...    

    

If she really did not want the diamond ring, it meant that she did not want Fu Jinchen's feelings for her anymore.    

    

Xia Xingxuan bit her lips and placed the diamond ring on the table before returning to her room.    

    

Soong Zhiyu did not take the diamond ring for free. She only sighed helplessly and put the diamond ring into her bag.    

    

She could be considered to help Xia Xingxuan temporarily keep this diamond ring. When Xia Xingxuan really wanted to take it back one day, she would give it to Xia Xingxuan.    

    

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The dinner was made by Soong Zhiyu.    

    

Xia Xingxuan had rested in her room for the whole day and had never left the room's door.    

    

Soong Zhiyu did not disturb Xia Xingxuan because she knew that Xia Xingxuan wanted to use the remaining time to feel the existence of this child before going to the hospital to abort the child.    

    

This child did not come easily. It was the most precious treasure that Xia Xingxuan had been looking forward to for a long time.    

    

Soong Zhiyu could not bear for the child to be aborted but she could not stop Xia Xingxuan. She understood that Xia Xingxuan also did not want to do this...    

    

The child was carrying Xia Xingxuan's womb. There was no one who loved such a child more than Xia Xingxuan.    

    

But the existence of the child could not let Xia Xingxuan forget what Fu Jinchen had done to Xia Xingxuan, Xu Huizhen and Xia Yuanhang.    

    

Gu Zicheng came to the apartment after work. It was Soong Zhiyu who opened the door for Gu Zicheng.    

    

"Who are you?" Gu Zicheng saw that the person who opened the door was not Xia Xingxuan, but an unfamiliar woman. He became alert.    

    

Soong Zhiyu saw a tall and handsome man appear in front of her. However, compared to cousin-in-law, he was still a bit inferior. She blushed.    

    

Thinking of Gu Zicheng asking her this, Soong Zhiyu guessed Gu Zicheng's identity.    

    

"You are my cousin's friend, right? I am her cousin. I am here to take care of her."    

    

"You are Xingxuan's cousin?"    

    

"Yes," said ___.    

    

Soong Zhiyu opened the door and Gu Zicheng walked into the apartment.    

    

Xia Xingxuan just woke up and came out of the room. She ran into Gu Zicheng, who had bought a lot of vegetables and fruits.    

    

"You are here?"    

    

"Yes, I am."    

    

Gu Zicheng put the things he bought on the table. Soong Zhiyu had nothing to do, so she carried those things to the kitchen.    

    

"How was it today? There was nothing wrong with it, right?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan said, "It was all good."    

    

The two of them sat on the sofa. Xia Xingxuan did not speak and kept staring blankly.    

    

Gu Zicheng peeled an orange for Xia Xingxuan. Xia Xingxuan thanked him and took it. She ate it without taking a bite.    

    

Soong Zhiyu tidied up the table and even served three bowls of rice before letting Xia Xingxuan and Gu Zicheng come over to eat together.    

    

Coincidentally, Gu Zicheng was hungry too. Xia Xingxuan did not eat much today, so she had some appetite now.    

    

At the table, Xia Xingxuan suddenly asked Gu Zicheng, "Do you know where there is a private hospital? A hospital that can protect privacy and information?"    

    

Gu Zicheng asked, "Why did you suddenly ask me this?"    

    

Gu Zicheng put down the chopsticks in his hand and asked, "Are you feeling unwell? If you are not feeling well, you should go to the big hospital for a physical examination."    

    

Xia Xingxuan ate a mouthful of food.    

    

She chewed on the sweet and sour prawns Soong Zhiyu made for her. The taste was sweet and sour, but the taste she tasted was bitter, even the rice was the same.