Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

1She recently liked to write down things that happened in her little book, and tonight it wasn't out of the book, and she wrote down everything that happened in the last two days as a diary.     3

    

She wrote down everything that she wanted to say in the notebook. Xia Xingxuan closed the notebook and put it in the drawer.    

    

It was midnight at this time. She was not in a hurry to lie down. Instead, she squatted by the bed and looked at Fu Jinchen, who had fallen asleep.    

    

Xia Xingxuan placed her hands on the bed and could not help but bend her lips. Her infatuated eyes fell on his handsome and extraordinary face.    

    

She just looked at him like that and her eyes could not help but shed tears.    

    

After a few days, she would not be like this anymore. She could look at him tirelessly, so she wanted to spend more time looking at him. She was afraid that she would never have such a chance again.    

    

If possible, she really hoped that this moment could be fixed forever.    

    

The night before Christmas came, it was Christmas Eve.    

    

Xia Xingxuan asked Jiang Ye to prepare the things she needed to prepare for Christmas.    

    

In Fu residence, even during the Spring Festival, there would not be a pair of lanterns hung, and there had never been a Christmas. The lack of festive atmosphere made Xia Xingxuan feel very tasteless.    

    

She wanted to make Fu residence feel like it was Christmas, so she asked Jiang Ye to buy a huge Christmas tree, as well as a Christmas tree accessory. She asked Mrs Lin and the others to hang the decorative items on the Christmas tree.    

    

Xia Xingxuan also blew a few balloons with a blowing tube and placed them in the living room. She also gave some apples to the servants according to the tradition of Christmas Eve.    

    

In the study room, Fu Jinchen had just finished the high-level video conference. Jiang Ye turned off the computer for him.    

    

Fu Jinchen heard the sound of snow outside the window and asked Jiang Ye, "Where is Xia Xingxuan?"    

    

"Madam is downstairs. She is still fiddling with her Christmas tree."    

    

Fu Jinchen had never been in the mood to do anything for Christmas.    

    

It had been a long time since there had been a festive atmosphere in Fu residence. He liked peace and quiet. He didn't like the liveliness, but since Xia Xingxuan wanted to have a happy Christmas, he did not stop Xia Xingxuan from playing with the Christmas tree in the living room as long as she was happy. He could do anything else.    

    

Jiang Ye took the document he needed to sign and put it on the table. He told Fu Jinchen where he needed to sign it. After Fu Jinchen signed it, he closed the document and put it aside.    

    

"Go down and see what she is doing."    

    

When Fu Jinchen sat up from the chair, he suddenly felt dizzy.    

    

He held his forehead and could not stand properly. He just got up and fell back into his chair.    

    

Jiang Ye was shocked when he saw this. He supported Fu Jinchen in time and said, "Director Fu, what happened to you?"    

    

Jiang Ye had been by Fu Jinchen's side for so many years. This was the first time he had seen Fu Jinchen in such a situation.    

    

Fu Jinchen's physical fitness had always been good. He had never seen anything like dizziness. Why did it appear today?    

    

Fu Jinchen held his forehead with one hand, and he felt a swelling pain in his head. The blood vessels around his eyes seemed to be moving, making him feel very uncomfortable.    

    

He closed his eyes and rubbed his eyebrows with one hand.    

    

He thought that this situation only happened because he was a little tired, so he said to Jiang Ye, "I'm fine."    

    

"Director Fu, you need to rest well."    

    

Fu Jinchen answered and opened his eyes again. Unexpectedly, he found that his vision began to show light again, as if he could vaguely see something blurry.    

    

He opened his palm and looked at it carefully. He could only see the outline of the palm and the shadow of it.    

    

"Jiang Ye, I think I saw something."    

    

Jiang Ye was shocked and said, "Director Fu, can you see it?"    

    

Fu Jinchen also said in disbelief, "It was very blurry and not very clear."    

    

But it was still much better than not seeing anything.    

    

Jiang Ye was overjoyed and said, "Director Fu, is it that the blood clot in your brain is starting to disappear?"    

    

Fu Jinchen did not understand. "Maybe."    

    

"That's great. I think your eyes will be fully recovered soon."    

    

"Do you want me to ask Doctor Shen to come and see you now?"    

    

Fu Jinchen's face darkened when Shen Baixin was mentioned. He said, "No need."    

    

Jiang Ye's expression changed as well. He shut his mouth and did not continue to speak.    

    

During the period when Fu Jinchen was blind, there were people following him up and down the stairs, and they told him to be careful of the steps under his feet.    

    

But today, he no longer needed the reminder from the people behind him, and he could easily walk down every step of the stairs. Because his vision began to have a sense of light, although it was very blurry. He felt a bit dizzy from looking at it, but this was a good sign.    

    

The light in the study was darker than in the living room. Fu Jinchen's line of sight touched the brighter light and found that what he saw in front of him was slightly clearer than what he saw in the study.    

    

He looked around the living room and saw the girl's slim back.    

    

He was in a good mood and could not wait to see her face. Even if it was not very clear, he could only see the blurry outline of her face. That was enough.    

    

"What are you doing?" Fu Jinchen's magnetic voice sounded behind Xia Xingxuan.    

    

She sat on the blanket in front of the Christmas tree and hung the decorations on the Christmas tree.    

    

When she saw Fu Jinchen, she did not notice the change in the charm in his eyes. She said, "He's making my Christmas tree."    

    

"Do you like Christmas very much?"    

    

"It's alright. The main thing is... This is our first Christmas. I think it's more meaningful."    

    

"Fu Jinchen, do you think I'm being long-winded and that it's meaningless for me to do all this?"    

    

Fu Jinchen smiled and said, "No."    

    

"Do whatever you want, as long as you are happy."    

    

Mrs Lin, who was at the side, joked, "Madam, Mr. Fu really pampers you. He follows you in everything. In the past, when you were not in Fu residence, Mr. Fu was never one of these festivals. Ever since you were born, the atmosphere in Fu residence has become much more lively. It's no longer as deserted as before."    

    

Xia Xingxuan smiled and thought of something. She took out an apple from her pocket that she had picked up for a long time and gave it to Fu Jinchen.    

    

"Here, this is for you."    

    

Fu Jinchen lowered his eyes. Although he could not see clearly, he could still tell what she was holding in her hand. "Why did you give me an apple?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan was stunned because of his words.    

    

"I haven't even said that I have an apple in my hand. How did you know I wanted to give you an apple?"    

    

"Fu Jinchen, you can see it?"    

    

He smiled and said, "I guessed that on Christmas Eve, other than giving the other party an apple, what else can I give?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan was disappointed for a moment. "I thought you could see it and made me happy for nothing!"    

    

Not only was there disappointment on her face, but there was also disappointment in her tone.    

    

Fu Jinchen pressed his hand on her shoulder and said, "Stars, actually I..."