Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

3Knowing that Xia Xingxuan was pregnant, Gu Zicheng couldn't describe the feeling in his heart.    0

    

He would be happy that Xia Xingxuan was going to be a mother, but when he thought about how the girl he cared about the most had another man's child in her womb, he felt a little uncomfortable.    

    

In any case, his big heart was filled with mixed feelings.    

    

He understood that Xia Xingxuan only treated him as a friend and would not have any romantic feelings towards him. Because he knew very well that even if Xia Xingxuan and Fu Jinchen were at this stage, Xia Xingxuan still loved Fu Jinchen in her heart. He would never be able to take advantage of this situation.    

    

Gu Zicheng was only glad that he could stay by Xia Xingxuan's side when Xia Xingxuan needed help the most. He really hoped that Xia Xingxuan could hide by his side for the rest of her life, even if he could not completely get her. It was also good that he could only stay by her side.    

    

"Have you eaten breakfast yet?" Gu Zicheng asked Xia Xingxuan.    

    

Xia Xingxuan said, "I have. I woke up at seven in the morning and made some food for myself."    

    

Gu Zicheng nodded.    

    

Xia Xingxuan was pregnant, so she would take care of herself even more. At the same time, it was also for the child in her stomach, so she would not let herself be hungry. Even if her stomach was uncomfortable and she did not want to eat, she had to eat a few bites for the child.    

    

"Xingxuan, you disappeared for a week. I think Fu Jinchen is going crazy looking for you, right?"    

    

When mentioning Fu Jinchen, Xia Xingxuan's heart was faintly aching.    

    

She deliberately did not want to talk about Fu Jinchen. She wanted to make herself feel better. She said to Gu Zicheng, "How is my adoptive mother?"    

    

"She has your cousin taking care of her, but she can't find you. She is also quite anxious. Also, your mother, Chen Ya, also called me and asked if I have seen you."    

    

Xia Xingxuan asked, "Then what did you say?"    

    

Gu Zicheng said, "I promised you that I will not let a third person know that you live in my apartment."    

    

Xia Xingxuan said, "Zicheng, thank you for keeping it a secret for me."    

    

"I disappeared for a week without a reason. It will indeed make them worry. I will take some time tonight and call my adoptive mother to tell her that I am safe."    

    

Gu Zicheng asked, "You are not worried that your adoptive mother will tell Fu Jinchen that you are here?"    

    

"She will keep it a secret for me. The person who is the most against me being with Fu Jinchen is my adoptive mother. She wants Fu Jinchen to not be able to find me."    

    

Gu Zicheng poured Xia Xingxuan a cup of warm water. Xia Xingxuan thanked him and touched her flat abdomen.    

    

"How have you been these two days?"    

    

"I'm fine. Apart from feeling sleepy, my body is also weak and weak. I just got pregnant for less than two months and I am already like this. I don't know how tired I will be after seven or eight months."    

    

Gu Zicheng also smiled and then seriously asked Xia Xingxuan, "What plans do you have in the future? Take care of the pregnancy and give birth to the child?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan said in a deep voice, "I did not think about what plans I would have in the future. I just want to live a day, a day, a day. I just want to live a little longer."    

    

" This child, I will give birth to him. "    

    

Gu Zicheng said, "Does Fu Jinchen know you are pregnant?"    

    

"Not yet. I did not tell him."    

    

"You want to give birth to the child without telling him? I am afraid you will not be able to hide it for the rest of your life."    

    

Xia Xingxuan said, "I know that."    

    

"I also don't think about how to face him. I don't know what kind of mentality I have to have to stay by his side."    

    

"So I plan to hide and never want to see him for the rest of my life?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan did not say anything.    

    

"Xingxuan, if you are willing, I can give the child a name."    

    

Xia Xingxuan raised her eyes in shock and understood the meaning of Gu Zicheng's words.    

    

"If you give birth to the child, it is impossible to raise it by yourself. Raising the child is not as easy as you think."    

    

"As long as you agree, I can take you overseas. You can give birth to the child overseas and then we can raise the child together. He can't find us and doesn't know the existence of the child."    

    

Xia Xingxuan bit her lips and said, "Zicheng, you are a very good man. You are handsome. You have a good family and a steady and modest personality. You are a girl who is worthy of you. She should be an outstanding person, not like me... "    

    

Gu Zicheng laughed at himself. "In the end, you still can't accept my feelings for you. Even though you want to avoid Fu Jinchen and hide from him, you don't accept me. This means that you can't let go of this man. "    

    

"Is a man like him really worthy of your love?" Gu Zicheng's expression suddenly changed.    

    

"Do you know what he has done to you?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan sat on the sofa and covered her stomach. She asked in a daze, "What do you mean?"    

    

Gu Zicheng took a deep breath. He was determined to say something. That matter had been in Gu Zicheng's heart for too long. It had been so long that he could not hold it in anymore and wanted to tell Xia Xingxuan personally.    

    

"Do you still remember when I went to the bar to pick you up in the middle of the night and brought you to my apartment to spend the night? Later, paparazzi secretly took pictures of it and that incident even ended up on the Internet?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan nodded. "I remember."    

    

How could Xia Xingxuan forget about this matter?    

    

"Why did you mention this to me?"    

    

"That paparazzi who secretly took pictures of us is Fu Jinchen's man."    

    

Xia Xingxuan's face gradually turned green.    

    

"Fu Jinchen not only found that paparazzi to secretly take pictures of us, but also found the media to distort the truth. He said that we had an ambiguous relationship, which caused you to be mistaken as a third party in the relationship between Su Moxin and me by netizens. I also bear the name of being cheated on. "    

    

Xia Xingxuan did not believe it. "How is that possible? Why did he do that?"    

    

Gu Zicheng said, "My family also has a management company. It is also easy for me to find out who spread the news."    

    

"It was indeed Fu Jinchen who controlled that matter behind the scenes, which made the scandal become more and more intense. As for why he did that, I have to ask him!"    

    

Xia Xingxuan remembered that when that incident happened, she and Fu Jinchen had just gotten married not long ago, and their relationship was still cold and indifferent. She had also thought of the reason why Fu Jinchen had plotted against her and Gu Zicheng at that time.    

    

Fu Jinchen wanted to find all kinds of opportunities to take revenge on her and torture her.    

    

"Xingxuan, Fu Jinchen could see that although Su Moxin and I are an unmarried couple, I like you. He used this to cause Su Moxin to misunderstand you and let Su Moxin find trouble with you."    

    

"Didn't you tell me that Fu Jinchen married you because he wanted to take revenge for his mother?"    

    

"He made us fall into a scandal and made you get misunderstood by Su Moxin. He made you get scolded by Mo and even made Su Moxin's fans go to the Xia family to cause trouble. This is what he wanted to take revenge on you! Don't you understand?"    

    

Xia Xingxuan's face was as pale as snow, "If he didn't do this, Su Moxin wouldn't have thought that we really had a relationship that night in the apartment and took it to heart."    

    

" If that was the case, Su Moxin would not have attracted Wang Kun and the others. Wang Kun and the others would not have crippled my mother's legs, which originally had a chance to recover, and she would not have lost the chance to walk. I am still a little bit away... I'm really going to be f * cked by Wang Kun and the others."    

    

Two lines of disappointed tears fell from Xia Xingxuan's eyes. "At that time, I was really almost tainted by Wang Kun and the others. It was Fu Jinchen who arrived in time. He saved me. If I could return to that time, I would really like to stab a knife deep into Fu Jinchen's chest. Then dig out his heart and see what his heart is made of. "    

    

"How could he be so insidious in the past? I really never thought that the mastermind behind that incident would be him."    

    

Once hurt by the person he loved the most, it would be the feeling of falling into the 18 layers of hell.    

    

Xia Xingxuan had put in a lot of effort these few days to calm herself down. She did not want to let the baby in her belly be affected because of her emotions.    

    

But Gu Zicheng's words really made Xia Xingxuan feel as if a knife was twisting in her heart. Her stomach also felt a little uncomfortable.    

    

Although those things had already happened a long time ago, although Fu Jinchen had loved her deeply, loved her, and held her behind his back to protect her, these could not make up for the harm he had done to her.    

    

Even though she had also caused him harm, or even worse...    

    

"Zicheng, I want to rest."    

    

Seeing that her expression was not good, Gu Zicheng did not continue the conversation.    

    

Xia Xingxuan returned to her room and laid on the bed to rest.    

    

Gu Zicheng waited outside the room for a few hours before leaving.    

    

At night, Xia Xingxuan took the phone from the apartment and contacted Xu Huizhen.