Regret That Didn't Love You Earlier

0Xia Xingxuan was sweating as she ate. Her lips were red because of the spiciness. Fu Jinchen did not let her continue eating. Instead, he asked the waiter to change the bottom of the soup made of beef bones.    0

    

"Don't eat those things that hurt your stomach. Drink more soup to warm your stomach."    

    

"My stomach is very good."    

    

Fu Jinchen said, "Is it okay?"    

    

"I don't know who ate ice cream last time, but later he got a stomachache and hurt for a long time."    

    

The last time Xia Xingxuan went shopping with Fu Jinchen, the matter of ice cream was remembered by Fu Jinchen. This fellow happened to use it as an excuse to talk about things, so Xia Xingxuan could not refute anymore.    

    

Fu Jinchen gave her a bowl of hot soup and let her drink it honestly. Next time, he would not allow her to eat hot pot again, afraid that she would eat those spicy things again.    

    

"We are still preparing for pregnancy. During pregnancy, it is not suitable to eat spicy things, especially your stomach."    

    

Xia Xingxuan did not dare to complain about Fu Jinchen managing her food and obediently listened to Fu Jinchen's words. She drank several bowls of soup in a row.    

    

During this period of pregnancy, she did not dare to eat random food. She did not know why today, she felt that the weather was cold and wanted to eat hot pot. Maybe it was because she really wanted to eat, so she pulled Fu Jinchen to eat with her.    

    

When Xia Xingxuan was full, Fu Jinchen paid the bill. It was two o'clock in the afternoon. He should send Xia Xingxuan back to Jia Hua, and he himself had to go to Glory World Group to deal with work.    

    

He took Fu Jinchen's car back to the company and passed by a coffee shop. Xia Xingxuan asked Fu Jinchen to stop the car, so she got out of the car and went to buy a cup of hot coffee for Chen Xi. She also brought some snacks for Chen Xi.    

    

When they returned to Jiahua Film and Television, Fu Jinchen parked the car outside Jia Hua's small door. Xia Xingxuan unbuckled her seatbelt and took her things. After saying goodbye to him, Xia Xingxuan got off the car.    

    

Fu Jinchen watched Xia Xingxuan walk into Jia Hua before driving away. Five minutes later, the car had already left Jia Hua's vicinity.    

    

Fu Jinchen's car drove past a commercial street, which was the only way back from Jiahua to Glory World Group. Just as his car was driving normally on the road, he suddenly saw a familiar person passing through the crowd.    

    

Fu Jinchen was shocked. He suddenly stepped on the brakes, and his eyes were full of disbelief.    

    

Because of his sudden movement, the car following him was also forced to stop. When the driver behind the car saw a Maybach car in front of him, he was scared to death. If he were to brake a little later, the consequences of crashing into the car would be devastating!    

    

The driver stuck his head out of the window and cursed at the car in front of him." Hey, what are you doing!? Stop at random on the road?!"    

    

Maybach in front of them started to move.    

    

Fu Jinchen got out of the car and ran to the crowd on the side of the road, looking for the person he saw just now.    

    

But when he got out of the car and ran over, the figure disappeared again.    

    

Fu Jinchen turned around a few times and stopped several middle-aged women. He found that they were not the people he had seen just now.    

    

He suspected that his eyes were playing tricks on him. Or did he think too much? He actually saw Mo Yafu, the Mo Yafu who had passed away four years ago?    

    

Mo Yafu had clearly passed away four years ago and was no longer in this world. Why did he just see a person who looked exactly like Mo Yafu and was still looking at him...    

    

His heart suddenly beat very fast, and his mind also went blank.    

    

Fu Jinchen's mood gradually became suppressed, and he returned to the company without saying a word. His mind had been thinking about the scene of him seeing Mo Yafu today, but he remembered that Mo Yafu was already dead. He was wondering whether the Mo Yafu he saw was real or an illusion. Or was it in this world, that someone who looked very similar to Mo Yafu appeared in front of his eyes. Was that why he thought he saw Mo Yafu?    

    

When Fu Jinchen returned home, he was also very strange. He did not speak much and just pulled a long face. Xia Xingxuan did not know what was wrong with him. She could tell that he was in a bad mood and did not dare to speak in his ear.    

    

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Deep in the night, Fu Jinchen had a dream. He dreamt of the scene that appeared on the street today.    

    

He dreamt that he ran into the crowd to find Mo Yafu. This time, he did not return in disappointment like today. Instead, he really found Mo Yafu in the crowd.    

    

She was still the same as in his memory. There was always a gentle warmth in her eyes when she looked at him. She smiled at him and said, "Son, it's been a long time since Mom saw you."    

    

He hugged Mo Yafu and his brows were tightly knitted. He asked where Mo Yafu went and why she hid from him and did not see him.    

    

Mo Yafu's gentleness changed in a few seconds. She suddenly pushed Fu Jinchen away. The ferocious expression on her face puzzled Fu Jinchen. At the same time, he was a little shocked that Mo Yafu suddenly changed.    

    

Her pair of scarlet eyes stared at him, full of hatred.    

    

He called her mother, and her expression changed. She gave him a slap.    

    

This slap truly stunned him for a long time.    

    

"You unfilial son, you actually fell in love with the person who killed me with your own hands!"    

    

"If you still think that I am your mother, then kill Xia Xingxuan!"    

    

"Jinchen, you can't fall in love with her, you can't fall in love with her!"    

    

Mo Yafu's voice lingered in Fu Jinchen's ears for a long time.    

    

A thunderous sound woke Fu Jinchen up from his dream.    

    

It was raining outside the window and the sound of the rain was very loud. Even though the window was tightly closed, there was still a slight sound of the rain entering the bedroom.    

    

Fu Jinchen's forehead was covered in cold sweat. After waking up from his dream, he had not recovered for a long time.    

    

Xia Xingxuan was lying on his shoulder with one hand around his waist. She slept very soundly, and there was a relaxed and comfortable expression on her face. It was completely different from his panicked expression.    

    

Fu Jinchen lowered his eyes and looked at her peaceful sleeping face, but he did not feel tired at all.    

    

That dream just now was too real. It was so real that what Mo Yafu said to him in the dream was like what she said to him in real life. It made him unable to calm his heart and made him have lingering fears.    

    

Fu Jinchen closed his eyes and Mo Yafu's words echoed in his ears again.    

    

You unfilial son, you actually fell in love with the person who killed me with your own hands!    

    

If Mo Yafu was still alive, perhaps Mo Yafu would have said the same thing in front of him?    

    

He felt ashamed of Mo Yafu because he fell in love with Xia Xingxuan. He did not admit that before he fell in love with Xia Xingxuan, he had been avoiding his feelings for Xia Xingxuan and thought that it was impossible for him to fall in love with this person who killed his mother. But in the end, he found out that he was lying to himself. No matter how much he tried to avoid it. How could he lie to his heart?    

    

He no longer had any hatred for Xia Xingxuan. That hatred was completely replaced by love. No matter how much he hated her, that hatred was only hatred for himself. He hated himself who accidentally fell in love with Xia Xingxuan from this revenge.    

    

He did indeed have guilt towards Mo Yafu. This guilt had been buried deep in his heart and he did not know how to let go of it.