C179 Don't be Angry
C179 Don't be Angry
Why did he want to avoid it? Why did he have such thoughts?
Even though it was Mo Yafu's fault from the start and it was Mo Yafu who harmed Xu Huizhen's legs, could Xia Xingxuan be so heartless as to use Mo Yafu's life to repay Xu Huizhen's legs?
Actually, he could very confidently tell Xia Xingxuan that she was his mother's murderer and let her know that his initial purpose of finding her was to take revenge for his mother.
But now he did not want to do so and wanted to cover up the truth.
As for why he wanted to cover it up, even he himself did not know.
He really became a bit confused, so strange that even he himself didn't know what he was thinking.
In the grudges of the previous generation, he and Xia Xingxuan were both victims. They were both involved in this dispute and were even more deeply involved, unable to walk out of this circle.
He realized that the person he hated the most was not Xia Xingxuan, but himself...
He hated that his will for revenge was not firm enough, and he hated himself for not being able to anticipate such a situation. He had developed a thought that he should not have towards Xia Xingxuan, and he hated himself for seeing her every frown and smile. He would also be happy and forget that this woman was his mother's murderer.
He thought that if it was not because of Mo Yafu's death that he and Xia Xingxuan got to know each other, but to get to know Xia Xingxuan in another way, without any hatred or entanglement, how good would that be?
Perhaps this kind of thought could only be in his mind. In reality, under the arrangement of fate, his and Xia Xingxuan's relationship was destined to be different from others.
He was very envious that other men liked a girl and could openly confess their feelings. As for him, he could only bury his feelings for her in his heart. He could not reveal it to others because of Mo Yafu. There was always a grudge between him and Xia Xingxuan, and it could not be overcome.
Xia Xingxuan, who was sleeping beside him, turned her body and saw that he had closed his eyes and his breathing was steady. It seemed that he had fallen asleep.
Xia Xingxuan carefully moved her body and maintained a distance of two fists from him. However, her face was next to his arm.
She did not sleep well and kept feeling empty in her heart. She wanted to sleep close to him but was afraid of waking him up, so she took the opportunity to stick to him while he was asleep.
She was about to close her eyes when she felt Fu Jinchen's arm lift up. It went around her head and his wide palm held onto her shoulder.
This posture was equivalent to pulling her into his arms.
She was shocked. "You haven't slept yet?"
He closed his eyes and said lightly: "Didn't you also not sleep?"
"I didn't sleep, I couldn't sleep."
Xia Xingxuan bit her lips and continued, "Fu Jinchen, I am very sorry just now. Don't be angry, okay?"
"Why did you apologize again?"
Xia Xingxuan said, "Who asked you to keep your face down? I thought you were angry that I bullied you so that you could not see, so I secretly ran to your side and wanted to peek at what you were holding in your hand."
As soon as he said that, his face darkened again.
"Go to sleep, don't talk about this anymore."
"Then aren't you angry anymore?" Xia Xingxuan laid on the bed with one hand supporting her chin. Her straight and white legs were swaying.
"Are you planning to not get my forgiveness tonight? Are you not going to sleep?"