President Daddy’s Excessive Love

She remembered that four years ago, when she was at school, a male classmate had a good impression of her. When she was not paying attention, he had forcefully hugged her. She had smashed the vase on the other party's head, causing the other party to have a lot of blood left. She had also been sent in and imprisoned for two days. After knowing that she was pregnant, she had released her.    

Later on, the male classmate kept a respectful distance from her.    

And she simply quit school and stayed in the small apartment she rented the entire time.    

"Do you know what caused you to have this sort of instinctive resistance?"    

"I know!" Tang Youyou blushed again.    

Dr. Liu saw that she was not willing to say anything and immediately smiled, "I know!" Miss Tang, take it easy. Actually, Boss Ji also told me in detail about what happened five years ago between you and Boss Ji. He felt that it was very likely that it was the night the two of you met five years ago that gave you these unpleasant memories.    

"Ah... what did he say?" Tang Youyou was still trying to describe how she should describe this matter, but from what the doctor said, Ji Xiaohan had already described it once." Cha!    

Dr. Liu pushed the frame of her glasses and said gently, "Don't be shy. We are all women. I can understand what you have experienced. Boss Ji said that you two had an intimate contact five years ago due to a chance encounter. At that time, he was given a very aggressive and fierce medicine. He did not do that to you under circumstances that he did not want to. He also said that he actually regretted hurting you like that."    

Tang Youyou currently did not know what to feel in her heart. It was complicated and also because it brought up the past. Her face was a little pale.    

"He did not describe any details, right?" Tang Youyou really felt that this kind of thing was very taboo.    

"Yes!" Dr. Liu nodded, "He said that he might have caused you to suffer heavy injuries and left a lot of blood. He actually went to that room the next day and saw the scene with his own eyes."    

Tang Youyou suddenly pressed her head hard and inexplicably resisted remembering those things.    

"Dr. Liu, I... can I rest for a while?"    

"Miss Tang, you must open your heart to face it. Don't run away anymore. Tell me about your feelings at that time."    

"I am very afraid and very confused. I feel that my life is dark and I cannot find a way out. That night, my father forced me onto the plane. I stayed on the plane for more than ten hours with my eyes open. I do not dare to sleep. I still have to endure the pain in my body. In short, I am in despair!" Tang Youyou started to touch the things in the past under the doctor's gentle gaze.    

"Do you hate the person who hurt you?"    

"I hate him. I wish I could kill him, but I feel it again. " Actually, I hate myself even more. I hate myself for being useless. I can't protect myself. " Also, I hate those people who knocked me out and sent me to my room. No matter what, that night, I might not be able to hide, no matter who that person is. " When Tang Youyou spoke up to here, her entire body was a little stiff and trembling. Because, to remove the old wound really required courage.    

In the past, she selectively forgot everything and adjusted her life to start from the moment the child was born.    

All the joy had accumulated bit by bit after she had a child.    

Dr. Liu saw that her face was already pale and her forehead was covered in cold sweat. Perhaps, her nightmare was caused by long-term suppression.    

"Miss Tang, relax a bit. Can you tell me what your nightmare is like?" Dr. Liu could only try her best to ask her in a gentle voice.    

Tang Youyou nodded her head. Her eyes were a little empty, confused and a little scared.    

"Sometimes, I feel like I was torn apart by a wild beast. Sometimes, I feel like I am trapped in a dark room."    

"More specifically, have you ever dreamed about things between men and women?"    

"Yes, yes!"    

"Can you see the face of the person in the dream?"    

"It's very blurry, I can't see clearly!"    

Dr. Liu recorded her symptoms. She thought for a while and suddenly said, "Now you know that person is Boss Ji. Do you hate him?"    

Tang Youyou's entire body stiffened and her expression was dull for a long time.    

"Do you hate him?" Dr. Liu asked her again.    

Tang Youyou lowered her head. She was powerless and at a loss.    

"I didn't hate you before, but now I don't hate you anymore!" Tang Youyou bit her lips and answered very lightly.    

"Why don't you hate him?"    

Tang Youyou really did not think about this question carefully. After that, she could only face this question and answer. "Because he did not mean to hurt me. He also forced himself. Moreover, I have a child with him. He is very good to the child and has always been good to me."    

"Did you fall in love with him?" Dr. Liu smiled.    

Tang Youyou's empty eyes slowly became the focus of attention. She looked at Dr. Liu and then shook her head. "I don't know if that is love or not. I am quite comfortable with him now."    

"Alright, we will stop here today and thank you for sharing your experience. You can go back first."    

"That's it? Don't you need treatment?" Tang Youyou suddenly stood up. She felt that this should not be considered treatment.    

Dr. Liu immediately smiled and said, "Psychotherapy is to find the root of the problem and solve it. This is not the same as physical treatment. A surgery and a little medicine can make the wound recover. Let's take it slow. Besides, I think your condition is not too serious. The only thing you lack is that you cannot look into your own heart. When you go back, you should communicate with Boss Ji more. It is best to communicate with him mentally. Of course, you can also try to make physical contact with him. For example, hug each other every day, hold each other's hands more often and feel each other's warmth. This is very helpful for your treatment. "    

"Do you need to hug every day?" Tang Youyou's beautiful eyes widened in surprise.    

"It would be best if it was like this. For example, we can take things one step at a time." Dr. Liu said with a smile.    

Tang Youyou secretly sighed. "Then I will try my best. Thank you. Dr. Liu suddenly realized that after chatting with you for a while, I am indeed in a much better mood. In the past, I never told anyone about these things and I didn't dare to tell anyone."    

"It is because you have been suppressing the fear in your heart for a long time that your body has developed an instinct of rejection. Miss Tang, I see that your personality is quite cheerful. You are not that kind of person who is very autistic. I believe that your condition will recover after a while." Dr. Liu told her with certainty.    

I hope so. Thank you very much. Dr. Liu, then I will leave first!"    

"Take care!"